ATTENTION: THIS IS MY LAST POST FOR BLOGSPOT, I'M DONE WITH BLOGGING ALL TOGETHER--I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT!!! SO PEACE BLOGSPOT!
...April Fools! Lame, I know lol =/ I'm tired and I had a long day to say the least..
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I got home just now from playing ball at UTM. The gym closed at 11pm. Left there by 11pm and just got home at 12am-sih. Why!? Because my car wouldn't start againn. %@&*&*#@. I was doing everything I possibly could. I must've pumped the clutch and played with the gears in like every variation possible! (eff em ell). Ah wells, I got it started though. I was literally 2 seconds away from tapping out and calling my dad to call CAA. This happened SO many times before where the car had to be towed. So therefore, it was nothing short of a miracle...
Anyways. Basically I took it in that pride ain't sh!t. I am a very stubborn and passionate person--sometimes I project that stubbornness in the wrong situations. When I argue it's always for one of two reasons; one: "because I'm reasoning things out in an 'argumentive' mannor" and two: "because I know I'm right when I'm told I'm wrong". Apparantly, stubborness + pride = arrogance? That's what I've been told. TI guess that's what it comes across as, so I can see how that can happen. Basically when I fight for things, and I know I'm right, it's a wrap because I won't rest until my point is across and the other person knows I'm right, that's my stubborness =S...
I learned that, none of that matters. Being right and everyone knowing you're right doesn't matter. Even when you absolutely know in your heart you're right, you have to learn to be content with just knowing to yourself, that's it. You don't have to justify your reasoning to anyone else but your own self. You need to have a level of humility with things and not jump on these opportunities of pride. Pride is nothing, it means nothing. At the end of the day, it does nothing for you but boost your ego? It doesn't help you progress, or learn. It holds you back and restrains you from growing up. Pride means nothing to the bigger picture. If bettering the situation means being humble, then step on that pride and suck it up. At the end of the day it's all about the bigger picture; it's not about that specific point in time and not about achieving the temporary and hallow satisfaction of being right...
Q-Tip - We Fight/We Love [Feat. Raphael Saadiq]
"We fight and love so much,
sometimes I get confused of who we are,
Maybe if we just stopped and chat a bit,
we'd find out who we are..."(c)raph
I'm out like foolish pride ideally...
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